Life has a way of sneaking up on you. You think you know it all, and suddenly you know nothing at all. You make up your mind about something and then your mind is blown. I realize now that I have no idea what the future holds. I can honestly only live in this exact moment. The problem is you never know what this exact moment will bring. It may bring hurt and pain; it may bring joy and love. Regardless of what it is, I have learned to embrace it. Everything has its season and everything has its time. We have choices to make and we hope they are the right choices, but you won’t know until the choice is actually made and thus produces a result. Awaiting the result is the scariest part. I have learned, even if the result is not what I anticipated, I must embrace it and consider it a lesson LONGED (learned). Sorry guys that’s an insider. It simply means it is a lesson that will live with me forever. I have said I will never love or be in love again. But I am here. I don’t know if this is forever, and honestly that doesn’t matter. All we have is right now. You hope for the best, and when the best doesn’t happen you make the best out of whatever situation you are in. When something is living do all you can to let it live. However when it is dying, as hard as it may seem, you must let it die. Holding on to a dead thing will only hurt you more. I know it’s easier said than done, nonetheless it must be done. I am in a great place right now. There are some good things and some not so good things that are going on in my life. But overall, I am happy and I’m learning to go with the flow. I don’t have all the answers. And sometimes I get frustrated very easily. But above all that I have amazing people in my life. Some whom I thought would not be here right now. Like I said in the beginning, life has a way of sneaking up on you. And as of now, I like these surprises. “You gotta live this life and live to the fullest, Spread this love spread this love to the fullest. There’s always one who is worse off than you are, so don’t let this life go unsung” - V. Abbott
